been here for barely a month but it feels like i've stayed here for a millenia! got here on the 19th of april with a very simple plan; land a job, start working then all will be a breeze. i prepared myself psychologically, or so i thought, about the waiting game. i knew it wasn't going to be easy to land a job. i knew i needed to wait for quite a while for a decent offer to come. i am no pushover when it comes to track record and credentials after all. so i figured, it's gonna come...soon.
so why am i feeling so low? i feel so darn low it hurts. i never believed my simple plan was fool proof, i knew it wasnt perfect. it was too simple. but i never knew it was going to hurt this bad. i never intended for my plan to go against me! why does it have to be so difficult? i only want a job. and then move on.
i havent gotten any offers yet. i havent gotten any freaking invitiation for an interview for crying out loud! so what now? i am reduced to nothing more than a bum, waiting for time to pass by. holy cow! that's what i am anyway, a bum.
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