Sunday, May 11, 2008

sad...

i saw something i wasn't supposed to see earlier. got access to my mother's email account. i saw she got one from my sister.

i know i shouldn't be snooping around my mother's inbox, but that's already beside the point. my sister is breaking down. with everything that has come upon my family, i understand it's just about time she jolted. it's been a long time coming. she has been carrying the burden for a couple of years now. with literally no help from anyone... including me.

now instead of being able to throw in a helping hand, or offer a kind of respite to her, i'm here...totally useless to anyone in my family including myself. and it saddens me...

i just don't know what else could i do.

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