how does this go...

ok...so seriously...how does this go? i mean, when does one draw the line? when is enough really enough?

it's really my problem...i just don't know when to stop...i don't know how to stop...even if it means baring my soul in the open, subjecting my ego to ridicule and even pouring my heart out...it's definitely not a good thing...i now feel less than what i supposedly am...and it makes me question if it's even still worth it?

i don't have a huge ego...not the boastful braggart type, i actually think i'm on the meek and shy type...and this putting-it-all-out-in-the-open thing is not doing my self confidence any boost at all...before, i'd just say that it doesn't matter, that i just need to put it out of my system, less i implode...but now i feel naked, like nothing's left for myself...i feel like i've given it my all and yet it's still not enough...now i feel exhausted...

perhaps, just like the previous entry, i really am trying too hard...maybe it's high time to reevaluate my thoughts, my feelings, and my priorities...
it's really not like i've put myself second on the list...but i sure did include other people too...and i let it affect me...turned out to be very detrimental indeed...

perhaps, its time to start to let go of expectations...perhaps it's time to give up hope...and maybe it'd be good to move on...

so, really...how does this go?