2010 through...

this has been my attempt at life for 2010... i treaded carefully most of the time but there have been instances when i just rushed through it head on...i fell in love, or so that's what i think, got broken, tried to to fix the pieces, felt recuperated, moved on, wallowed a bit and inevitably had to continue...albeit some backward glances perhaps with wishful thoughts of what could have been or what still may be. i lived, in short, and i'm gonna keep doing so.

raise your glasses for life and its beauty...for the universe and how it is really the master puppeteer...for pain and how it highlights the littlest things that we take for granted...for joy and how silly it is to try to analyze it..for love, whatever it means...

for a year that has passed, for the family that honed us, for the new people who helped us know ourselves better, for the experiences that polished what's real precious in us, for what we are and hope to be, for the core of our being trying to peek through the walls we built,for the art that we love yet somehow deny, for the circumstances that tested us, for the opportunities we lost,for the dreams that we only begun to strive for, there is a lot to be thankful for...and now there's a lot to look forward to and  live for.

and for the year to come, for what we still don't know, for what we may still be afraid to find out, for fear itself, for life and it's uncertainty...we will push through...head on, or on tiptoes...for life is always good...and we'll take what it gives us...and we'll be fine...

cheers...