same river, different boat...

yes, ive changed job...how do i put it? the bamboo has snapped? given up? been broken?

i never thought this will be coming from my mouth, or maybe it's too early to tell, but i'd say it anyway...these people suck, from whichever way or point of view you look at it...cause i thought they only suck from my previous company's side, that they were so cheap there that they complain about the littlest thing while paying for the cheapest price...apparently, they're really all cheap and they really got nothing better to do but to complain about the most ridiculous things...even in cents worth...

yes, hear it from a customer service personnel...who has to put up with silly demands...yet that's only one aspect of my new stress, i mean new job. i was very optimistic about getting some sort of training as my previous company never gave any...my new one is just as bad as having no training at all...apart from having a seemingly incompetent trainor whose only qualification is having stayed with the company for 30 years, yet having no notion of what real teaching is and that is imparting knowledge the best way possible,you are also expected to know the ropes right there and then, asking the same output as the people who've already been there for a long time. or maybe not but they never told us otherwise too!

maybe i am becoming more like them...having nothing better to do but to complain. the thing is, i know my complain has basis. but then again i'm sure that's what all people who complain think.

i'd like to say things can only get better. unfortunately, i've already said that before. and up to the last moment i was with the ex-company, i never felt that it got better. again i am growing old, as i can feel the light of optimism and positivity getting dimmer. slowly i am accepting facts as i see it and letting go of ideals and wishful thinking...

yet i know my core remains steadfast. i know what i'm made of. i'd probably read this entry in the future and laugh about how i blew out of proportions the silly issues i now have. i am still the bamboo who sways with the wind and bends to its will

no, to say the bambo is broken is definitely untrue...for i know i am still swaying and yet i remain grounded. i just changed vessel...still on the same furious river, of complains and demands, yet i know this is what i do best...and i'll sail on...