a friend asked me recently how i was and what i was doing...meaning with mylife...i have such close,few and very chosen circles that we share something others may not be able to comprehend...we share an understanding.
what i do for a living is not something i am proud of...or something i will broadcast to the world...this may invite raised eyebrows from wherever...that's just me.
but what struck me with the query is the realization that i still lack purpose...my fingers were faster than my brain that night...they just typed...im a drifter dude...which in fact was true. it doesnt matter what im doing for a living, i lack a purpose for doing so.
ive already accomplished what i came here to do...im debt-free. my excess baggage is another story but...thats probably for a different post when the time is right.
how it just came out too naturally now bothers me...ive already accepted unconsciously that im just drifting away...im a log on a river...is that what i'm gonna be?
this is very scary indeed. pause...
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